STRESSED TF OUT

Okay, this isn’t one thing or the other. It’s just MY experience and whats going on right now. Why? Because that’s what MY blog is about. Anyway.

Let me just start off by saying I’d love to be a SAHM(stay at home mom), but it’s not in the books right now. and that’s okay.

Each one has its own challenges. Working away from home moms, and then SAHM.

Being a working away from home mom, it’s really taken it’s toll on me lately.. It is so emotionally draining. I never get a break. Ever. Until I’m laying in bed at night. 😫 It’s go go go, from sun up to sun down. Taking kid to school, going to work, coming home and cleaning and cooking, baths, bedtime, last pump session of the night. And THEN my bedtime.

Before y’all assume, yes my SO DOES help. But sometimes the kids demand mom. And only want momma. But any little bit my SO does do, means the world.

I love my kids to death and would love to be home with them, and not miss anything.

I know not being in the job I’m in now would be better for me. Mentally, especially. I dread even going, and that’s horrible. And then talk about the guilt and shit that go along with HAVING to stay home because the kids are sick. But that job doesn’t care and wont excuse that time off.

The working industry really needs to realize that these hardships do arise. Not only for moms, but dads too.

Honestly y’all I’m at my breaking point. If I could just pack up everyone and everything I would. ☹️😫

I know this is just a hard time in my life, and it’ll get better.

BUT DAMN. WHEN?! 😫