MIA

I realize I’ve been MIA on posts lately. Life has been nuts.

All the kids have been sick. When one gets sick, they all freaking get sick. It’s a never ending cycle 🥲 or so it seems.

I swear that’s something they should warn you about when kids start school. Now don’t get me wrong, I expected sickness. But not this much. Not every damn week, with ending one and getting something else the next day. Come on now! This momma is exhausted.

With Lack of sleep from worry, being up all hours of the night with one kid or the other. It starts to take its toll. Not even gonna lie. I’m pretty sure I’ve had the same headache for 3 days now. 🥲

One thing I do know for sure though, I’m not gonna put anything above my kids needs. I’ve had to miss work due to them being sick, and I’m sure work hates me. BUT. Nothing will ever come before them. They’ve needed me 24/7, and that’s okay.

I’m pretty sure the smell of lysol and Clorox wipes are going to be burned into my nose for quite some time. Literally spraying and washing constantly to try and rid of all these germ. Ya know, I thought I was doing something by spraying my oldest(s) backpack and lunch box down every day after school, and making sure she washed her hands when coming home. Obviously not. Shit maybe it does work, and the crap just clings elsewhere. Idk. It’s frustrating though. It’s been rough. A rough ass week. ☹️

Here’s to hoping this shit goes away and stays gone.

I want my kids better. That’s all. ✌🏻